Moody

 

Hi!

First day of  June!

I freaking moody.

Don't know what is the reason!

I can't figure out a reason to make myself cheer up.

SUCK MY LIFE!

Hate this type of stupid feeling.

Recently I felt something wrongs with me.

Everynight have nightmares.

DAMN IT!

Hate this type of feeling to the MAXXXXX!

Camwhore week

Sejarah Paper2

Kesusasteraan Melayu  Kertas 1

Exam mood is on. =)

First night of revision!

Bahasa Melayu Kertas 1

 

 

 

 

 

During revision night really suffer.=(

My mommoy keep on burst into my room to check whether am I studying or playing phone.

=__________________________________=

I speechless!

Camwhore is the thing I did to release my sleepyness.

I know is not pretty but it was so EPIC. XDDDDD

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! =D 

Epic memories for last Mid-term during school life!   

Phewwwwwwwww..=)

Mid-term exam finally gone.

Struggle hard for it.

Last minutes revision really killed me badly. =(

I don't wanna try it anymore.

During exam I was trying answer all the question.

I had answered what I knew.

Hope my results won't become SUCK!

This mid-term I have realised that time management was damn important.

3 hours to answer a exam paper is ain't enough!

I was keep compete with the time to answer up all my question.

I didn't have much time to manage my time la.

Recently I'm lack of discipline. ='((((((((((

I'm not crazy!

Actually I'm addicted to take exam.

I love to answer all those exam paper.

The questions are so differences from what teacher have thought.

Struggle hard and compete with the time.

These feeling damn awesome! =) 

Yesterday when teacher told us that Pengajian Am had 4 students failed it, lucikly I'm not 1 of them.

Actually I didn't read that subject because of laziness.

One more subject, Kesusasteraan Melayu.

Half of us failed paper 1.

Die la me.. =( (Hope that I'm not one of  them!!!!!!!)

The same thing I didn't did well on this paper also.

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

Full of sighness after exam.

Hope GOD bless me!!!!! =)

 

 

TODAY

Finally today I had meet up with the lower six juniors!

The amount of them not as much as my batch.

This batch all look nerd but they are pretty smart.

I became one of the facillator during the games session!

A very first time I became facillator.

My group didn't did well in verbal games.

It's alright.

The games are all came from the prefects camp!!!

LAME!!!

The Khairul memang x creative langsung.

It made me miss my prefect camp so much! =(

The main point is my group had became the champion for the country boom game!

I freaking love this game.

There are always some sad moment besides the happiness time.

The comment from Eddie Tan:

Hui Xian you overshadow the group leader!

FUCKOFF!!(Feel like want to shout at him but I didn't do so!) =(

Refresh back I really over a facillator's limit!

I'm just trying to lead the leader to became a smart and innovative leader!

Sorry that I'm over! =(((((((((((

Enjoy the ice breaking with them to the maxx. =D

Friday I gonna bring them to have a tour in Highschool.

The problem is some of the place myself also don't know. -_________-

Wish me good luck! ^^

 

I'll be okay?!

Today I doesn't did well for my MUET speaking test!

Arrrrrrrrrrrrr.. ='(

Actually I sad to maxxxxxxxx!

Why am I so stupid?

Why can't I perform well in Task A?

I lose many marks on that part!

After examiners told my weakeness I feel freaking sad.

I feel like want to cry!

At last I bear it and replenish myself that this is the first trial.

What Mr.billy said is true.

''This world not gonna ends up even you doesn't perform well, is okay!''

It make sense.

Now think back I just feel so sad and the tears want to come out...

Sad!!! =''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''(

I promise myself that I wont make myself feel sad like this anymore!

No one will sayang me now.

I will sayang myself.

I want my mommy proud of me!

Gonna challenge myself!

 Have to smile always to make my days more cheerful. =DDDDDD

 

Guilty?!

Am I deserve you to love/like me? 

I don't think so.

I'm not prefect enough!

I'm so sorry that I hurted you.

I feel touched on what have you did for me.

I appreciate all the stuff that you gave me.

Thank you so much!  ♥

I'm not deserve you to do so much for me!

I'm not as good as you thought!

I really can't accept the religion and age.

Even though peoples say that LOVE is blind but my life doesn.t allow it to happen!

I'm really so sorry to you.

I'm sorry that I hurt you so badly.

Hope you can find a girl who can love you and much more better then me !

Hey! YOU !!!!!

Is you..

All the best on you life. =)     ♥

50% Alive

Hot!!!!!!!

It doesn't means that I'm HOT! =D

I mean the wheather is freaking hot!

Day by day, there was no one drop of rain drop from sky!

Rain please..

The hot wheather is suffering me!

I had a very bad luck on last saturday!

My leg injured. ='(

 Even just a small part but it pain to the MAXXXXX after I have took bath.

PAIN!!!!!!!!

My head was injured too.

It LEBAM  but lucikly it not obviously can seen!

Today Mr.Billy conduct speaking trial with us.

I did very bad. ='(

I missunderstood with the task's situation.

I felt that day by day when my age increasing, my brain can't function well! 

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

FAILED!!!!!!

FML!!!!!!!!!

I have to work more harded for all subjects.

169 DAYS MORE TO GO FOR STPM!

16 DAYS MORE TO GO FOR MID-TERM!

Happy holiday for teachers on tomorrow!

I have tuition. =)

Glad that I have a hardworking PA teacher.

 

100% alive and healthy

I'm still alive and 100% healthy..=)

I lack of money! $-$

Exam is round the corner!

I'm freaking frustrated about that!

Oh God! Can someone help me?

Can someone save me from the deep end?

I have alots of thing to blog but suddenly the mood gone!!

FUCKMYLIFE! 

Lucikly I have a lolipop from someone!

Thank you him very very much!

It was my first time I have such big lolipop. =)

Have to 'chao' and go do revision! =(