Friday, 30 December 2011

30th DECEMBER 2011

The last Friday for 2011.
Do nothing for a whole day long.
FML!!
Refresh back this year.
What have I did?
First of all,
STUDIES totally SUCKS.
What have I learnt?
I really don't know!
Exams still okay.(not satisfied at all) =(
Lower six screwed me badly!
Even though studies not that excellent but I have a class of  awesome classmate!
I love them the MAXXXX!
We have a lots of  fun together.
I will not forget those happiness that you all brought for me.
Heart you all. ♥

Second,
Bestie~ friendship.
FUCK YEAH!!!
Totally like SHIT!
Epic FAILED!
Meaningless.
Extremely disappointed!
I will never ever regret to make friends with you all.
Just that our link will not be that close anymore.
It will just be like Van der Walls attraction force between us.
No more secret sharing between us.
I can't experience the second time betray by you all.
I'm don't want to suffer anymore.

Third,
Relationship.
Is in relationship now! =)

2011 is not a good year for me.
Have a lots of conflicts with some peoples.
Hurted me alots.
Sad to the MAXXXX!!
Tear alots too.
I wasted a year on plays a lot!!

2012 ♥  me  more please.=)

Thursday, 29 December 2011

We bought a Zoo

Rate:3.5/5
Kinda nice.
The scene which attracted me was the way their build up the zoo.

Woots!!! ♥
She freaking pretty. ;)
Like her to the MAXXX!
Heart my dear,when I said she pretty he denied.
He said I more pretty.
Aww.♥
♥ you ya dear.
muacksss..=P

Cutee~~
She was freaking cute.

Today hanged out with dear.
Weird feelings appear.
Maybe our relationship is a secret.
Thats why I feel weird. =(
Yeah..=)
Today already our second week. ♥
I love you. ♥

2  more days!
2012 is coming  soon.
Homework~~
I gonna screw you!!! ><

Wednesday, 28 December 2011

Together


Today went yamcha with my lovely juniors.
They are:
Clement Tan
Ken Cham
Tony Edwin
Nickz Xiong
Actually still got 1 girl named Suechee.
She ffk us. =(
Now she already became ffk queen. XD
Having a good talk with the four juniors.
Heart to them. ♥
Really appreciate them. 
  ♥ them to the MAXXXXX!!!
Even though we just talking rubbish but I extremely enjoyed!
This few fella are really cute,handsome.
Only they will so close with me.
Talk whatever they like infront of me like;
clubbing
tackle girls stuff
jokes
lover 
and so on so on..
Don't know how to describe them.
Enjoy to the MAXXXXX!
This gathering is a memorable moments for me.
Thanks guys.
All the best for all of you in next year SPM ya.
Gonna miss you all start from now on. ='(

Sunday, 25 December 2011

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas!!!!

No idea to blog anything.
Just feel like every year's Christmas I'm not really happy at all!
Yesterday I was argue with him.
Sad to the MAXX!!
I really dont like that kind of feelings.
First,dislike him to work together with me!
Second,dislike him keep give comment on what am I doing.
Third,hate to argue with him.
Argue with him really hurts me.
All the arguement end up just now.
End up with six chinese word by him.
SORRY
and 
I LOVE YOU.
awwwww...♥


Yeah.
Later I'm going to Singapore!
Sure is a tired trip.
Hope I can enjoy it.


Merry Christmas!
;)

Moody


WTF !
Imma beh song.
Just knew that my big cousin brother warn me not to couple.
My cousin sister complaint to my aunt.
Whats going on with both of them?
Grrrrr.. =_________=
I cant imagine what will happen if my aunt tell my mom all this!
You all SUCKS!!!!
I really mad on you all when I get to know all this!
GOD gave me a brain.
Just same like what you all have too..
So just ignore what am I doing right now.
I know what am I doing.
Whether correct or wrong is my business.
I have my right to judge myself but not you all.
Stop controlling me!!!  ><

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

♥

Yeah...
Finally we hold hands!!
Arwww..♥
A long long time never do that stuff..
That moment my heart beaten extremely fast!
I like first time couple..=_____=
Dare him wont do so.
At last he did it even not a long moment.
Thumb up to you ya dear.
♥ you the MAXXXXXX..=)

I really not feeling well..
Sore throat..='(
Pain..
Tomorrow is winter solstice.=)
Finally I can eat tang yuan.
This 2011 was passing so fast.
I cannot let next year become wasteful like this year.
I want 2012 become my awesome life ever!
Upper six I will screw you!!!=)

Tang yuan~~
Here I come..
Happy Winter Solstice!
;)


Friday, 16 December 2011

blue FREAK

Blue.
Love blue till the MAXXX!!!
This photo was taken this morning! ^^
No more insomnia last night.
Phewwwww..
Pimples also reduced after I have enough sleep.
Sleep seriously is so important for me.
A very first time I do the nail painting.
Awww..
Love the colour but the painting is really suck!
Is really weird after I painted all my 10 fingers.
Ahaha..XD
Am I a girl?
Can't understand why girls like to paint their nail.
I pain my toes nail too..
Blue~~

Good morning~~
Oh my GOSHHHHH..
My face looks so retarted.
Getting more fat!
Sharp face turns round face!
Holiday makes me grow FATTTTT..
Everyday do nothing at home..
Boringgggg..
2 more weeks to go..
Holiday almost end up.
Homework still haven't finish..
Arghhh..
Since when I become so terrible?
NG HUI XIAN.
Be more discipline!!!!

Do homework!!

Thursday, 15 December 2011

没有你怎么办

Extremely love this song. <3

What am I thinking now?
I'm blur.
In love again.
I can't find back those sweet feeling on this new relationship.
Weirdo..
Maybe this is just the beginning.
So that feeling not that strong enough.
Don't know what should I blog.

我很矛盾!!!!!!

Tuesday, 13 December 2011

RAWR

RAWR!!
I love this skirt so much!!!
Unfortunately..
I din't buy this skirt.
It just cost RM39.00.
~sigh~
Damn it!
I starting hate to shopping with mommy.
=________________=
I just feel like mommy always inhibit me to buy what I like.
Later then when I say I want to buy but she just silent.
This happened on a pairs of shoes.
Last Saturday went to find a shoes I like.
UNFORTUNATELY,
that shoes already sold out!
FML.
Really dislike to go shopping with mommy..
Sorry mommy.
I found out something about my mommy.
When I was small she always let me wear nice skirt or shirt.
After I was 17,it doesn't happen anymore.
I just feel sad.
I ask my mommy why like that.
She said u already big girl still need she do like that?
Hmm..
What mommy say is always make sense.
Those was the skirt wore by me when I was young.
All this made by my mommy.
Thanks mommy..
I love you. <3

Monday, 5 December 2011

He is not the ONE

I choose to give up!
I really don't know what I want now.
I fell so lonely.
At last I choose to be single.
I'm not willing to wait for him.
I can't bear that you ignore me.
I feel freaking suffer.
I don't know what you want,
what you thinking!
Sorry that I can't bear it.

Actually this matter not all is your fault.
I should be responsible also.
All is my fault.
I have started this game.
BUT
 I'm the one who say GAME OVER.
Sorry.. ;(
After put back to single,my tears keep dropping.
Then,
after few more minutes,it stop so suddenly.
I don't know why!?
Wearing the earphone and searching songs to force myself cry loudly.
But I failed to do so.
I just fell that I'm epic fail.
I can't find 1 song to let me cry badly.
What is this scene stand for?
I not fully love you?
Maybe!!!!!! =_______=
Give up is the right choice.
We should have our freedom.
On that moment,I feel damn hurt.
This is my choice.
Nothing can change
and 
no one I should blame.

 Listen to this song.
I felt that I'm damn immature enough.
I'm not ready to be in relationship too.
Sad till MAXXXXX..T___________T

Beware!
I 'm not suppose to fall in love with someone anymore.
This will make me hurt more badly
Say NO to love stuff.
I should pay fully attention on my study stuff.
Study is always the first place in my life.
NG HUI XIAN
Remind it!