Friday, 27 January 2012

The 43th day


Heart breaks...=(
Just want dedicate this song for him.
The 43 day,our relationship ended.
I never drop one of my tears when he said that want break up.
My mood was so neutral!
Everything about both of us will end soon.
He is not that important and valuable for me.

I grow stronger! ^^
I faced all this silently.
I'm proud of myself.=)

Do not choose a boy who younger  than you to be your boyfie!

Thursday, 12 January 2012

Freaking ain't easy

Start schooling again!
9th January 2012
Wearing Pink shirt ain't fun.
A first Monday prefects have to do sport check.
I was LIKE A BOSS.
I really don't know what should I do!
A new and first experience to do such thing!
After done all the sport check,I had rushed back to class.
FML!
Is BM!!!!
I feel so stress.
I have never ever experience that stress before!
Form 6 BM ain't easy!!
We just like have to learn back all the basic.
I'm suffering!!!
Just feel so weird.
BM is my favourite subject and it never bring me a lot of problem but whats going on with me?
I have no confident to do well in my BM? = =||||||||
Stress to the MAXXXXXXXX!!
The second subject was KM.
FUCK MY LIFE KAO KAO!
Puan Shamsinah was given us a lot of assignment~tugasan for pembentangan.
ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!
Just feel like wanna shout out loudly.
I'm gonna mad soon!!!!!!!
FUCK YEAH..(Taught by senior) But I never ever feel better also..= =|||||||||
I'm gonna busy with it soon. =(
After recess was PA.
A lifeless subject because I have a suck teacher.
She teach just like no teach.. = =|||||||
Really don't know why she still can survive until now?!
Next,Muet.
Mr.Billy is a awesome teacher!
Love to listening to his speaking.
But don't know why I was sooooooo sleepy.
Maybe is because I too tired, and I still having my class at 2pm in the afternoon. =(
WTF!!!!
I have MPP meeting till 3:30.
Extremely tired on that time.
Can I bear it for the whole year?
I wish to say yes!
I'm freaking stress.
Can anyone help me?

10th January 2012
So lifeless!!!!!
FML!!!
SEJARAH again for 3 period!!!!!!
Keep scolding us STUPID!!!
We are not stupid okay???!
Just the way you teach we can't accept.
Everyday bull shitting in front of us about your ex student,
so love them then go ahead to teach them as long as you like.
BELAH LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Hate her to the MAXXXXXX..
Never teach us well but just know to blame us.
YOU MEMANG BABI!!!!
Arghhhh..nanti I study x berkat!!! =(
Hope one day she can know the way she teaching nowadays was outdated!!!
R&D for the first time in this year.
Feel so stress ahhhhhhhh.
Soal selidik have no idea.[but I already done just now] XD
Tuesday reached house at 2:30pm
Phewwwww..=(
Tired!
I'm the AJK DATA for the lembaga pengawas!
OMG!!!
I'm freaking hate this job just because I have no time to stay back.
FYI I gonna start my tuition in February!
Arghhhhh..
Annoying!!!
Can someone take over my post?


11th January 2012
Another day which was freaking annoying.
You know what?
I went back home at 5pm.
It was almost in the evening.
DAMN crazy!!!
I was sooooooooooo busy with BSMM stuff.
FML till the MAXXXXXXX!!!
I have a post in BSMM which is wakil tingkatan 6.
FUCK MY LIFE !!!!!
Why I like to torture myself?
I wonder to know that answer!
Something happen which made my mood sooooo down!!
JeaChee got asthma again.
I'm not besides her!
I'm not qualify to be her best friend anymore.
I will just be her infinity normal friend
[My heart feel sooooooooooo pain when I do this decision] ='(
Just feel like I have no friends around me when I feel sad.
On this day I was so busy with hanging on the phone with didi.
First, Kenji. He makes me laugh like a mad person. Thank to cheer me up! =)
Second, Heong. A handsome di who can let me felt that he really care about me. I can feel so sweet and comfortable while talking to him. His mouth is very sweet! Heart him a lot!! Love him so much..<3
(Sometimes hope that my boyfie can do what Heong always did to me.)
Third,Jefferson. This fella was so funny. While chatting suddenly he change the language and keep allow me to say bad word to him.XD 
This three little boy is so amazing.
They can cheer my day and let me released out all my stress.
Heart you all so much..♥♥♥


12th January 2012
A relax day which I can go back at 12:30.
Today I choose to lepak at MCD.
I have brought Santhana a birthday present.
Hope she will like it. =)
Heart her,my dear lesbo..<3
Have a short nice talk my my dear di~Heong.
Hope next time I can talk with him like that more.

This few day keep got some person told me or ask me about Alvin!
I'm kinda miss him too. =C
Refresh back what have both of us did while the last time outing was really sweet.
I miss that day so much!
Still remember both of us was so crazy on that day.
If I not mad with him for some reason,
I think he can be my boyfie soon. =(
I still can remember what he said last time for our next outing.
But too bad,I refused him.
Regret~ing now. ='(
I wanna hang out once again with him.


Very annoying.
Can all this solve if I die young?

Sunday, 8 January 2012

Sibling love


Finally I understand what is siblings love!
I can feel the siblings love which brought by Jefferson and Heong.
Thanks to both of you! =)

Heong arr..
Happy birthday ya.
This is the first year I wish you happy birthday.
Enjoy your birthday with your love one.=)
Have a blast!

Jefferson,if you saw this post don't jealous ya.
Next time your birthday I will do the same thing for you!
Wish you happy birthday on my blog. =)
So, you don't 'jelly' ya.. XD

Heart this two di sooooooo much. ♥
Thanks to both of you who make me feel what is siblings love.

Zj gor who now in Canada,Winnipeg.
I miss you sooooooooo much.
I need the siblings love from you!
When I feel stress, you are the one I remember!
Always. =(
Since you went to Canada I have lost a people to chat and sms with.
Really feel so lifeless without you.
I have a lots of thing want to chat with you.
Due to the situation, I need let you study but not burden you.
I forgot to wish you HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Hope you healthy always and all the best on your studies!
Just found out something on your wall.
I'm totally speechless.




Fuck my Life


fml!!!!
Christmas eve was working!
New year eve was working too!!
Money is soooooooo important for me.. =(

Argh~~~~
School finally reopen.
I was so busy until forgotten to blog.
Just 3 days school reopen I already being so busy!!
The first day of school was so suck!
Teachers was giving us a lots of stress.
Upper six ain't easy!
6 more months gonna have MUET test! ><
9 more months STPM!
FML 

Besides stress,I found back the happiness too.. =)

There are my classmates.
We can share alots of things like:
secret
 foods
and drinks too..=)
Really have a lots great of great time with them.


Welcome back my LESBO!


I haven't finish up my holiday homework!!
FML!!!!!